I don't want to be the girl that laughs the loudest
 Or the girl who never wants to be alone 
I don't want to be that call at 4 o'clock in the morning 'cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home 
Ahh, the sun is blinding 
I stayed up again Oh, I'm finding 
That's not the way 
I want my story to end 
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me 
Why do I feel this party's over? 
No pain inside, you're like protection 
But how do I feel this good sober? 
I don't want to be the girl that has to fill the silence 
The quiet scares me 'cause it [SPEAKS?] the truth 
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation 
I don't remember, save your breath 'cause what's the use? 
Ahh, the night is calling 
And it whispers to me softly, "you're to blame" I hear you falling 
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame 
I'm safe up high, nothing can touch me 
Why do I feel this party's over? 
No pain inside, you're like perfection 
So how do I feel this good sober? 
Coming down coming down coming down, 
Spinning round spinning round spinning round 
Looking for myself, sober 
Coming down coming down coming down, 
Spinning round spinning round spinning round 
Looking for myself, sober 
When it's good, then it's good It's all good 'till it goes bad 
'till you're trying to find the you that you once had 
I've hurt myself, cried, never again 
Broken down in agony 
Just trying to find a friend 
Oh